I've been struggling with sleep ever since chemo treatment 5 years ago. It didn't get better while I was on Tamoxifen and the insomnia was almost my deciding factor to get off of Tamoxifen many years ago. It wasn't until the 4th year that it got increasingly better with a militant exercise habit and sleep pattern. I was down to just 5 weeks when I had 2 straight weeks of not getting quality sleep. I even tried a sleep aid for 2 days and it didn't help. I honestly believe in quality of life. I emailed my oncologist and she said she would be okay at me giving it a few more days and then stopping Tamoxifen if my sleep didn't improve. I slugged through 3 more days and no improvement. I've been off of Tamoxifen now for 5 days and have noticed better sleep. I still haven't had the most stellar of sleep but better sleep. I'm 4.5 weeks shy of finishing my 5 years. Remember that I added on a few extra weeks because I stopped it here and there prior to surgeries.
I'm happy that I'm off of it and I really hope just 5 short weeks will not make a difference in my chances of recurrences since I've been very good at taking it throughout those 5 years besides during surgeries.
The picture above was when I went to see the Davis Cup in July and I found it very appropriate for this post. Here's a big high five in hopes that my sleep, energy and everything else will improve post Tamoxifen and that here is LONG lasting benefits from taking it.
6th Annual Joining FORCES Against Hereditary Caner
Conference on Hereditary Breast & Ovarian Cancer 2011
Communicating with Family Members
Hereditary Cancer Research Update
Ovarian Cancer Risk Management
Young Previvors: Medical and Emotional Issues
Internet
FORCE – www.facingourrisk.org
Among many other valuable resources and opportunities to form connections, FORCE has an online forum for young previvors. In addition, many local chapters have a young women’s group.
Bright Pink – www.brightpink.org
Bright Pink strives to enlighten and empower high-risk individuals to take control of their breast and ovarian health by providing education, support and a sense of community for a better, brighter future. Their PinkPal Program is a one-on-one supportive resource for young women at high-risk for breast and ovarian cancer.
Sharsheret – www.sharsheret.org
Sharsheret is an organization supporting young Jewish women and their families facing breast cancer by fostering culturally-relevant individualized connections with networks of peers, health professionals, and related resources. Their Link Program connects young women at high risk of developing breast cancer with volunteers who are similarly at risk and have offered to share their own experiences.
BRCA Umbrella - brcaumbrella.ning.com
BRCA Umbrella is an online support group community bringing together those at high risk for breast and ovarian cancer and providing a space to share information and personal stories.
Facebook: BRCA Sisterhood – www.facebook.com
This Facebook group of almost 1,000 members provides an opportunity to connect with other previvors and survivors, ask questions, read what others have posted, and find support.
Books and Media:
Blood Matters: From Inherited Illness to Designer Babies, How the World and I Found Ourselves in the Future of the Gene by Masha Gessen. Boston: Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2008
Eating Pomegranates: A Memoir of Mothers, Daughter, and the BRCA Gene by Sarah Gabriel. New York: Scribner, 2010.
In the Family. by Joanna Rudnick. Chicago: Kartemquin Films, 2008
Positive Results: Making the Best Decisions When You’re at High Risk for Breast or Ovarian Cancer by Joi L. Morris and Ora K. Gordon. New York: Prometheus Books, 2010.
Pretty is What Changes: Impossible Choices, The Breast Cancer Gene, and How I Defied My Destiny by Jessica Queller. New York: Spiegel & Grau, 2008.
Previvors: Facing the Breast Cancer Gene and Making Life-Changing Decisions by Dina Roth Port. London: Penguin Books Ltd, 2010.
What We Have: One Family’s Inspiring Story About Loss, Love, and Survival by Amy Boesky. New York: Gotham Books, 2010.
Resources:
MRI Financial Assistance Program for young women at risk of breast cancer through Right Action for Women which is a Christina Applegate Foundation. Women must be 45 or younger w/family history of breast cancer or tested positive for BRCA mutation. Any women meeting these criteria are qualified to apply, regardless of insurance status. Call Patient Services Inc at 1-800-366-7741 to get a program application. The amount of assistance granted is determined based on the financial need.
Other helpful links through Christina Applegate’s Foundation www.rightactionforwomen.org
Informed Medical Decisions will do genetic counseling over the phone. They will accept insurance but $375 w/o insurance.
CLRC is Cancer Legal Resource Center 866-THE-CLRC or www.cancerlegalresourcecenter.org
Negative BRCA Test www.negativebrcatest.com to learn more about a negative test result. $100 per hour though