Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Finding Strength

People come into our lives for a reason, a purpose. A met a colon cancer survivor my age almost a year ago, stage IV. She almost didn't make our gathering because she was not feeling well. Minutes later, she dropped by to say, "Hi" and was gone within half an hour to meet her family for dinner. Within that half an hour, I found much strength and such great energy from her. We've emailed off and on and ran into each other several months later at another cancer function.

Fast forward to today: She just passed away. I'm filled with sadness. I didn't not know her that well but she managed to touch my life in many ways. I think back on the day I met her. She wasn't feeling well but she came out to meet other survivors. She didn't feel well but she went out to dinner with her family. Life is about moments. She created these moments even when she wasn't feeling well.

My CA125 level is slightly elevated. This is a tumor maker test to see if higher amounts of this protein is present which tends be be concentrated in ovarian cancer. This this is not the most accurate of test. Ovarian cancer is hard to monitor, hence the name "Silent Killer." 0-35 is the normal range. My last test was 38, slightly elevated. My doctor feels it's normal since I have an ovarian cyst. I believe in being proactive. I've asked to have my CA125 retest. My next set of scans are coming up soon too. Send me positive energy and I'll keep you posted.

1 comment:

Maria Maestas said...

I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. My heart goes out to the loved ones she left behind. I'll be sending you positive thoughts. Love you!